{"id":2920,"date":"2024-05-04T15:13:54","date_gmt":"2024-05-04T15:13:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/?p=2920"},"modified":"2024-05-04T15:13:55","modified_gmt":"2024-05-04T15:13:55","slug":"zrani-hodne-holky","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/?p=2920","title":{"rendered":"Zr\u00e1n\u00ed hodn\u00e9 holky…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

..ze \u017eivota…z La d\u00edlny..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdo m\u011b zn\u00e1, v\u00ed, \u017ee nikdy nep\u00ed\u0161u jenom cukrov\u011b a nedod\u00e1v\u00e1m nad\u011bji l\u017e\u00ed o tom, \u017ee \u010dern\u00e1 neexistuje…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u011bt\u0161inu nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fdch skute\u010dnost\u00ed jsem schopn\u00e1 si p\u0159iznat i nahlas, proto\u017ee t\u00edm je to pojmenovan\u00e9 a m\u016f\u017ee se to ode m\u011b odlepit, m\u016f\u017eu to propustit jakoby to m\u011blo tvar ( a nebo taky ne, nicm\u00e9n\u011b je t\u0159eba si za to vz\u00edt zodpov\u011bdnost, \u017ee tu t\u00edhu prost\u011b chci m\u00edt d\u00e1l u sebe).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tak, co dneska vezmu na p\u0159et\u0159es? V \u010dase M\u00e1je, smysln\u00e9 Venu\u0161e (kter\u00e1 vl\u00e1dne B\u00fdku)?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u017denstv\u00ed <\/a>…m\u016fj zp\u016fsob byt\u00ed \u017deny byla „hodn\u00e1 holka“<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Moc nevy\u010duhovat, vyhov\u011bt, za p\u0159\u00edze\u0148 mu\u017ee se plat\u00ed t\u011blem (sexem), v\u00edcem\u00e9n\u011b za jakoukoliv pozornost od mu\u017ee se plat\u00ed…uva\u0159it, za\u0159\u00eddit, b\u00fdt fakt mil\u00e1, naslouchat, upozadit samu sebe ….nev\u00edm, kde by pak mohla b\u00fdt \u0159e\u010d o n\u011bjak\u00e9 smyslnosti, sebe\u00fact\u011b, vyza\u0159ov\u00e1n\u00ed s\u00edly a zdrav\u00e9ho sexappealu….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jasn\u011b, \u017ee to n\u011bkde vzniklo, o tom nen\u00ed t\u0159eba te\u010f ps\u00e1t…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u016fle\u017eit\u00fd je, \u017ee jsem to jednoho dne um\u011bla pojmenovat…\u00fapln\u011b naplno si to uv\u011bdomit…\u017ee vlastn\u011b moje \u017eenstv\u00ed beru jako obchodn\u00ed artikl….d\u00e1v\u00e1m, abych dostala pozornost, pocit, \u017ee m\u011b mu\u017e vid\u00ed (vid\u00ed? a koho jako m\u011bl do t\u00e9 doby vid\u011bt?)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nesn\u00e1\u0161ela jsem, ,kdy\u017e m\u016fj b\u00fdval\u00fd mu\u017e \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee \u017eivot je obchod a to i s l\u00e1skou (s L\u00e1skou ur\u010dit\u011b ne, to jsme ani jeden netu\u0161ili, co to je)..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jenom\u017ee j\u00e1 v t\u00e9 dob\u011b, jak p\u00ed\u0161u v\u00fd\u0161, vlastn\u011b razila \u00fapln\u011b stejnou filozofii…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tak\u017ee….hr\u00e1bla jsme do toho s mou vodn\u00e1\u0159skou uranskou silou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neb, v\u0161echno se d\u00e1 prom\u011bnit v poklad….\u010d\u00edm\u017e je pro m\u011b uv\u011bdom\u011bn\u00ed a zm\u011bna postoj\u016f v \u017eivot\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bylo t\u0159eba si \u00fapln\u011b nejd\u0159\u00edv za\u010d\u00edt uv\u011bdomovat, kdo je pro m\u011b \u017dena a hledat to u sebe. Za\u010d\u00edt pomalu d\u00e1vat na prvn\u00ed m\u00edsto, co c\u00edt\u00edm a ne, co si mysl\u00edm. Postupn\u011b jsme s\u00edlila…Dev\u011bt let po rozvodu jsem byla schopn\u00e1 m\u00e1chnout svou niv\u011b osvojenou lv\u00ed tlapou a za\u0159vat jako Lvice zplna od srdce DOST! Dost m\u00e9mu poni\u017eov\u00e1n\u00ed (za\u010d\u00edt musela moje hlava), pak jsme byla schopn\u00e1 m\u00e1chat ocasem na v\u00edcero front\u00e1ch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hodn\u00e1 holka se u\u010dila p\u0159ijmout, \u017ee obchod s vlastn\u00ed Laskavost\u00ed a ustupov\u00e1n\u00ed fakt nen\u00ed dobr\u00e1 cesta a \u017ee jsou i lid\u00e9, kte\u0159\u00ed to r\u00e1di vyu\u017eij\u00ed a pro\u010d ne, kdy\u017e nab\u00edz\u00edm…Hodn\u00e1 holka si musela vz\u00edt zodpov\u011bdnost za sv\u00e9 vyza\u0159ov\u00e1n\u00ed. Za nab\u00eddku…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u017divot m\u011b vedl k pr\u00e1ci se \u017eenami, poslouch\u00e1n\u00edm p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh\u016f a uv\u011bdomov\u00e1n\u00ed si podobnost\u00ed m\u011b posilovalo v ukon\u010dov\u00e1n\u00ed nesmysl\u016f v m\u00e9 hlav\u011b , zako\u0159en\u011bn\u00fdch p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed….po\u0159\u00e1d jsem to m\u011bnila…snad ka\u017ed\u00fd m\u011bs\u00edc a tak u\u017e dlouho na ot\u00e1zku „jak se m\u00e1\u0161?“, jak se ti da\u0159\u00ed?“ odpov\u00edd\u00e1m: „jsem v procesu, vyla\u010fuju“<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A kdy\u017e mi zase n\u011bkdo \u0159ekne a nebo chce \u0159\u00edct. „moc to \u0159e\u0161\u00ed\u0161“. Energeticky m\u00e1chnu svou tlapou a vnit\u0159n\u011b za\u0159vu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lid\u00e9 to v\u011bt\u0161inou vn\u00edmaj\u00ed i bez m\u00fdch vy\u0159\u010den\u00fdch slov…Vyza\u0159uji: „v\u00edm, co d\u011bl\u00e1m, v\u00edm kdo jsem, v\u00edm, co pot\u0159ebuji.“<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u017e nedovol\u00edm, aby n\u011bkdo sni\u017eoval co a jak d\u011bl\u00e1m…M\u016fj z\u00e1m\u011br je b\u00fdt k sob\u011b citliv\u00e1, vn\u00edmat, co pot\u0159ebuji, b\u00fdt zdrav\u011b sobeck\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jenom j\u00e1 v\u00edm, co m\u00e1m za sebou. Jenom j\u00e1 v\u00edm, co jsem takzvan\u011b „p\u0159epo\u010d\u00edtala.“ Z \u010deho jsme se vymanila, do \u010deho nespadla…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A tak, vys\u00edl\u00e1m podporu v\u0161em, kdo o sob\u011b pochybuj\u00ed a cht\u011bj\u00ed „ano“ od druh\u00fdch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a8Tam hi dostaneme a\u017e „ANO“ \u0159ekneme sob\u011b. Ale SOB\u00c9. Mn\u011b kdo s\u00eddl\u00ed\u0161 v tomhle t\u011ble (c\u00edt\u00edm jej, vn\u00edm\u00e1m a respektuji) ,ale moc dob\u0159e v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee jsi i „n\u011bco“ v\u00edc ne\u017e jenom t\u011blo \"\ud83d\ude42\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Howgh<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

..ze \u017eivota…z La d\u00edlny.. Kdo m\u011b zn\u00e1, v\u00ed, \u017ee nikdy nep\u00ed\u0161u jenom cukrov\u011b a nedod\u00e1v\u00e1m nad\u011bji l\u017e\u00ed o tom, \u017ee \u010dern\u00e1 neexistuje… V\u011bt\u0161inu nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fdch skute\u010dnost\u00ed jsem schopn\u00e1 si p\u0159iznat i nahlas, proto\u017ee t\u00edm je to pojmenovan\u00e9 a m\u016f\u017ee se to ode m\u011b odlepit, m\u016f\u017eu to propustit jakoby to m\u011blo tvar ( a nebo taky ne, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2921,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2920","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2920","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2920"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2920\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2922,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2920\/revisions\/2922"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2921"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2920"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2920"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2920"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}