Tak n\u011bjak „samoseto“…pr\u00fd je to n\u011bjak\u00fd zn\u00e1m\u00fd Japonec \ud83d\ude42 Samo se to…..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u016fj mlad\u0161\u00ed syn jde p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00ed rok do dev\u00edtky…tak\u017ee v\u00fdb\u011br kam d\u00e1l…mn\u011b bude za rok pades\u00e1t a st\u00e1le c\u00edt\u00edm, \u017ee je\u0161t\u011b nejsem „tam“ a \u017ee mo\u017en\u00e1 nikdy nebudu…\u017ee se tvo\u0159\u00edm za b\u011bhu \u017eivota. Nach\u00e1z\u00edm st\u00e1le v\u00edc odvahy opou\u0161t\u011bt, m\u011bnit, b\u00fdt bl\u00ed\u017e sv\u00e9 \u017eensk\u00e9 podstat\u011b, kter\u00e1 je o prom\u011bnlivosti, o pohlcov\u00e1n\u00ed a rozen\u00ed..neust\u00e1le ..\u010d\u00edm v\u00edc se otev\u00edr\u00e1m sv\u00e9 \u017eensk\u00e9 p\u0159irozenosti, t\u00edm hlub\u0161\u00ed a n\u011bkdy i tmav\u0161\u00ed to m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt, ale je to o \u00fahlu pohledu….kdy\u017e odm\u00edt\u00e1m p\u0159ij\u00edmat jak to je, hloubka emoc\u00ed m\u011b opravdu m\u016f\u017ee pohltit…jedin\u00e9 \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed je vz\u00edt odvahu do obou dlan\u00ed a nechat se v\u00e9st…odm\u011bnou je velmi \u017eiv\u00e9 srdce, siln\u00fd pocit \u017divota v t\u011ble, ani\u017e bysme se zamilovaly do mu\u017ee (to se ale nevylu\u010duje)…nicm\u00e9n\u011b je to cesta, je to proces…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A tak…m\u016fj mal\u00fd mu\u017e se m\u00e1 rozhodnout kam a jak d\u00e1l a j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee ho \u010dek\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b spousta omyl\u016f a p\u00e1d\u016f, roz\u010darov\u00e1n\u00ed, nejistot, v\u00edt\u011bzstv\u00ed, radost\u00ed i zm\u011bn a prom\u011bn…..moc bych si p\u0159\u00e1la, aby sp\u00ed\u0161 d\u00e1l pokra\u010doval v podp\u016frn\u00e9m prost\u0159ed\u00ed, kde m\u016f\u017ee objevovat s\u00e1m sebe bez hodnocen\u00ed druh\u00fdmi, m\u011bl prima partu kam\u00e1r\u00e1d\u016f, se kter\u00fdmi za\u017eije dobrodru\u017estv\u00ed, bude r\u00e1no odch\u00e1zet a t\u011b\u0161it se, co nov\u00e9ho za\u017eije, objev\u00ed….v\u016fbec nem\u00e1m chu\u0165 ho p\u0159ihla\u0161ovat n\u011bkam, kde znovu bude za\u017e\u00edvat pocity, co um\u00ed a neum\u00ed, kde je dostate\u010dn\u00fd a kde nen\u00ed z pohledu n\u011bjak\u00fdch namemorovan\u00fdch \u00fadaj\u016f….je to takov\u00fd nesmysl..Bo\u017ee……<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zp\u011bt k „panu Samosetovi“…ve 14-ti jsme teda byla zmaten\u00e1, ani jsem necht\u011bla b\u00fdt holka, \u017eena, bylo to dost nekomfotn\u00ed….ale na\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed d\u00e1l JSEM \u017dENA….po gymplu jsem po\u0159\u00e1d nev\u011bd\u011bla nic, ani jak se m\u00e1m c\u00edtit dob\u0159e v tom chaosu dosp\u00edv\u00e1n\u00ed….m\u011bla jsem v sob\u011b takov\u00e9ho „voj\u00e1ka“, tak n\u011bjak , na\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, tak m\u011b p\u0159ihl\u00e1sil na kombinaci TV-Fr.jazyk….Samoseto a j\u00e1 se tam dostala….s vyp\u011bt\u00edm v\u0161ech sil (proto\u017ee to nebyla moje p\u0159irozenost, ale nutnost) jsem to dostudovala….p\u0159i\u0161el z\u00e1chran\u00e1\u0159 Samoseto a vyslal m\u011b do Afriky (m\u00e1m o tom blogy)….v\u00fdst\u0159el a za\u010dalo se d\u00edt….a po\u0159\u00e1d se d\u011bje…..pro\u0161la jsme r\u016fzn\u00fdmi cykly, mnoha cykly: cestovatelka, zam\u011bstnanec, man\u017eelka, matka, ztracenec, ob\u011b\u0165, kamar\u00e1dka, samot\u00e1\u0159, bojovnice….a te\u010f c\u00edt\u00edm dal\u0161\u00ed: citliv\u00e1 n\u011bha, odvaha nezapadat, pot\u011b\u0161en\u00ed z vlastn\u00ed oby\u010dejn\u011b neoby\u010dejn\u00e9 cesty….. a bude dal\u0161\u00ed,to je jasn\u00fd….a tak n\u011bjak „Samoseto“….skrze tlukouc\u00ed srdce, neodm\u00edt\u00e1n\u00ed sama sebe, pochopen\u00ed pro vlastn\u00ed pot\u0159eby, m\u016fj c\u00edl?..nev\u00edm….ale chci \u017d\u00edt L\u00e1sku….Howgh<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Tak n\u011bjak „samoseto“…pr\u00fd je to n\u011bjak\u00fd zn\u00e1m\u00fd Japonec \ud83d\ude42 Samo se to….. M\u016fj mlad\u0161\u00ed syn jde p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00ed rok do dev\u00edtky…tak\u017ee v\u00fdb\u011br kam d\u00e1l…mn\u011b bude za rok pades\u00e1t a st\u00e1le c\u00edt\u00edm, \u017ee je\u0161t\u011b nejsem „tam“ a \u017ee mo\u017en\u00e1 nikdy nebudu…\u017ee se tvo\u0159\u00edm za b\u011bhu \u017eivota. Nach\u00e1z\u00edm st\u00e1le v\u00edc odvahy opou\u0161t\u011bt, m\u011bnit, b\u00fdt bl\u00ed\u017e sv\u00e9 \u017eensk\u00e9 podstat\u011b, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2875,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2874","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2874","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2874"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2874\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2876,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2874\/revisions\/2876"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2875"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2874"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2874"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2874"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}