{"id":2868,"date":"2024-04-07T07:49:29","date_gmt":"2024-04-07T07:49:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/?p=2868"},"modified":"2024-04-07T07:49:30","modified_gmt":"2024-04-07T07:49:30","slug":"jemnost-je-sila","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/?p=2868","title":{"rendered":"Jemnost je S\u00cdLA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

…ze \u017divota…z Lad\u00edlny…bez p\u0159\u00edkras….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nau\u010dila jsem se b\u00fdt „siln\u00e1“, „p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt“, postarat se o sebe…..zvykla jsem si, \u017ee \u017eivot je prost\u011b t\u011b\u017ekej….\u017ee „nem\u00e1m na r\u016f\u017e\u00edch ustl\u00e1no“, \u017ee „kdy\u017e n\u011bco chci, mus\u00edm si to vybojovat“, „proj\u00edt si n\u011bjakou v\u00fdzvou“….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u016fbec jsem nem\u011bla v hlav\u011b a t\u011ble z\u00e1znam, \u017ee \u017divot mi m\u016f\u017ee j\u00edt NAPROTI, \u017ee ho nemus\u00edm lovit, chytat a b\u00fdt princem, co pln\u00ed nemo\u017en\u00e9 po\u017eadavky rozmarn\u00e9 princezny….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u017divot je ale tak trp\u011bliv\u00fd, a\u017e m\u011b to doj\u00edm\u00e1….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do cesty mi d\u00e1val <\/a>p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9, kte\u0159\u00ed to m\u011bli a maj\u00ed „jinak“ a j\u00e1 se od nich u\u010dila vid\u011bt, \u017ee \u017eivot m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt i legrace, lehkost, plynulost, \u017ee na to dokonce nemus\u00edm b\u00fdt sama…\u017ee jsem v\u017edycky sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed, kdy\u017e to budu cht\u00edt vn\u00edmat….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No, je to proces: UV\u011a\u0158IT…je to proces, odevzdat v\u00fdzbroj odvahy p\u0159ekra\u010dovat vlastn\u00ed hranice a vstoupit do sv\u011bta N\u011aHY, M\u011aKKOSTI a nech\u00e1vat k sob\u011b lidi a \u017divot p\u0159ij\u00edt..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

„Mod\u0159\u00ed v\u011bd\u00ed“ \"\ud83d\ude42\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u017e na t\u00e9 cest\u011b JSEM, nicm\u00e9n\u011b n\u011bkdy v sob\u011b zahl\u00e9dnu jak si zase ze zvyku obl\u00e9k\u00e1m to brn\u011bn\u00ed a m\u00e1m chu\u0165 b\u011b\u017eet a k\u0159\u00ed\u010det a v\u00e9st ten \u0161ik dal\u0161\u00edch zran\u011bn\u00fdch lid\u00ed za sebou….m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee j\u00e1 to dok\u00e1\u017eu…\u017ee je vyvedu a hlavn\u011b sebe t\u00edm \u0161\u00edlen\u00fdm \u00faprkem a vztekem….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159ij\u00edm\u00e1m tuhle svou zran\u011bnou \u010d\u00e1st….vid\u00edm siln\u00e9 krv\u00e1cej\u00edc\u00ed zv\u00ed\u0159e…tyhle vize jsme m\u011bla u\u017e n\u011bkolikr\u00e1t….vyje a l\u00ed\u017ee si r\u00e1ny…A NAJEDNOU…..c\u00edt\u00ed, \u017ee nemus\u00ed…\u017ee jenom p\u0159es tu bolest nevn\u00edm\u00e1 svou jemnost, slabost, chu\u0165 neb\u011bhat, ale jenom vytv\u00e1\u0159et mal\u00fd kousek bezpe\u010d\u00ed kolem sebe, pr\u00e1v\u011b t\u00edm, \u017ee si lehne a nech\u00e1v\u00e1 k sob\u011b P\u0158ICH\u00c1ZET….VZD\u00c1 TO…vzd\u00e1 akci….p\u0159ih\u00e1z\u00ed jin\u00fd druh ODVAHY….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odvaha se zastavit a vn\u00edmat \u017divot odjinud…..odv\u00e1\u017eit se vy\u010dk\u00e1vat…a V\u011a\u0158IT, \u017ee \u017divot v\u00ed….p\u0159estane si MYSLET a za\u010dne v\u00edc C\u00cdTIT..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u00edtit \u017divot v sob\u011b….musela jsem p\u0159ijmout sv\u016fj obrovsk\u00fd vztek, svou nutkavou pot\u0159ebu po\u0159\u00e1d j\u00edt, b\u00fdt v pohybu, ten vnit\u0159n\u00ed tlak byl jinak nesnesiteln\u00fd, p\u0159ijmout svou rychlost, p\u0159ijmout,\u017ee um\u00edm b\u00fdt naivn\u011b d\u011btsky nad\u0161en\u00e1, p\u0159ijmout svou p\u0159\u00edmost, p\u0159ijmout sv\u00e9 obrann\u00e9 mechanismy, p\u0159ijmout svou plachost, kterou um\u00edm dob\u0159e maskovat….b\u00fdt Laskav\u00e1 ke sv\u00e9 nedokonalosti, vyka\u0161lat se na zachra\u0148ov\u00e1n\u00ed a boj za spravedlnost…prost\u011b to zabalit a za\u010d\u00edt pozorovat \u017divot, zti\u0161it sv\u016fj k\u0159ik v hlav\u011b….a poslouchat z hloubi sv\u00e9ho t\u011bla a je\u0161t\u011b d\u00e1l….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u011bkuji n\u011bjak\u00e9 sv\u00e9 „vnit\u0159n\u00ed hloubce“, kter\u00e1 z\u016fstala nedot\u010den\u00e1 obrovsk\u00fdm strachem a byla schopn\u00e1 a je schopn\u00e1 vn\u00edmat \u017divot, \u017ee mi jde naproti, kdy\u017e p\u0159estanu ut\u00edkat<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Howgh<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

…ze \u017divota…z Lad\u00edlny…bez p\u0159\u00edkras…. Nau\u010dila jsem se b\u00fdt „siln\u00e1“, „p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt“, postarat se o sebe…..zvykla jsem si, \u017ee \u017eivot je prost\u011b t\u011b\u017ekej….\u017ee „nem\u00e1m na r\u016f\u017e\u00edch ustl\u00e1no“, \u017ee „kdy\u017e n\u011bco chci, mus\u00edm si to vybojovat“, „proj\u00edt si n\u011bjakou v\u00fdzvou“…. V\u016fbec jsem nem\u011bla v hlav\u011b a t\u011ble z\u00e1znam, \u017ee \u017divot mi m\u016f\u017ee j\u00edt NAPROTI, \u017ee ho nemus\u00edm lovit, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2869,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2868","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2868","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2868"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2868\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2870,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2868\/revisions\/2870"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2869"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2868"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2868"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2868"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}