{"id":2028,"date":"2023-06-11T07:42:22","date_gmt":"2023-06-11T06:42:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/?p=2028"},"modified":"2023-06-11T07:42:22","modified_gmt":"2023-06-11T06:42:22","slug":"ziju-to-co-jsem-chtela-a-chci","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/?p=2028","title":{"rendered":"\u017diju to, co jsem cht\u011bla a chci?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>&#8230;z La d\u00edlny&#8230;<br>N\u011bkdy si \u0159\u00edk\u00e1me, \u017ee TOHLE jsem p\u0159ece necht\u011bla(a), \u017ee takov\u00fdhle \u017eivot jsem si nep\u0159edstavovala, \u017ee p\u0159ece v\u00edm po \u010dem tou\u017e\u00edm, tak pro\u010d \u017eiju vlastn\u011b jinak?<br>Jako obvykle p\u016fjdu s vlastn\u00ed k\u016f\u017e\u00ed na trh, proto\u017ee nejsem &#8222;chytr\u00e1 hor\u00e1kyn\u011b&#8220;, co to m\u00e1 na\u010dten\u00fd.<br>V\u017edycky jsem cht\u011bla rodinu, proto\u017ee j\u00e1 ji nem\u011bla, v\u011b\u0159ila jsem, \u017ee ji udr\u017e\u00edm za ka\u017edou cenu. To zvl\u00e1dnu, prost\u011b to budu d\u011blat naopak ne\u017e jsem to za\u017eila.<br>Taky jsem v\u017edycky cht\u011bla tan\u010dit, ale hodn\u011b jsem se styd\u011bla a taky jsem cht\u011bla b\u00fdt spisovatelkou, ale na to jsme se c\u00edtila moc hloup\u00e1.<br>V\u011bd\u011bla jsem, \u017ee nikdy nebudu u\u010ditelka , na kterou m\u011b v\u011bt\u0161ina dosp\u011bl\u00fdch doporu\u010dovala.<br>P\u0159e\u0161lo docela dost let a hodn\u011b velk\u00fdch proces\u016f v m\u00e9m my\u0161len\u00ed , vn\u00edm\u00e1n\u00ed pocit\u016f a t\u011bla, vn\u00edm\u00e1n\u00ed \u017eivota celkov\u011b.<br>A jak bych to vlastn\u011b popsala dnes?<br>Ne\u017eiju klasicky rodinn\u00fdm \u017eivotem, m\u00e1ma, t\u00e1ta, d\u011bti, prarodi\u010de, chalupa, dovolen\u00fd&#8230;.Nicm\u00e9n\u011b sv\u00fdm dv\u011bma d\u011btem p\u0159ed\u00e1v\u00e1m naprostou autenticitu toho, kdo jsem, jak si proch\u00e1z\u00edm zm\u011bnami a co zm\u011bny p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00ed. N\u011bco, co mi hooodn\u011b v d\u011btstv\u00ed chyb\u011blo: vid\u011bt u rodi\u010d\u016f v\u016fli zm\u011bnit se, j\u00edt za L\u00e1skou. Z m\u00e9ho pocitu vn\u00edm\u00e1n\u00ed m\u00e1m n\u00e1dhern\u00fd p\u0159\u00e1telsk\u00fd vztah s ob\u011bma syny. Moje rodina je moje teta se strejdou a m\u00ed p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9, opravdov\u00ed p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9, co m\u011b nikdy nenechali ve \u0161tychu a v\u00edm, \u017ee by nikdy nenechali. M\u016f\u017eu se o n\u011b op\u0159\u00edt (te\u010f u\u017e si dovol\u00edm p\u0159ij\u00edmat :))<br>Nejsem tane\u010dnice, ale v\u011bnuju se  intuitivn\u00edmu pohybu, kter\u00fd vede v\u011bt\u0161inou k tanci&#8230;dokonce je to i \u010d\u00e1st m\u00e9 pr\u00e1ce:)<br>Nejsem spisovatelka, ale d\u00edky soci\u00e1ln\u00edm s\u00edt\u00edm si prost\u011b ps\u00e1t m\u016f\u017eu:)<br>Ob\u010das to i n\u011bkdo p\u0159e\u010dte \ud83d\ude42<br>U\u010ditelstv\u00ed jsem nakonec vystudovala, nicm\u00e9n\u011b moje intuice u\u017e mal\u00e9ho teenagera byla spr\u00e1vn\u00e1, Nebav\u00ed m\u011b u\u010dit, tak jak se to tady d\u011bl\u00e1. Hodnotit, dodr\u017eovat osnovy, nemoci se p\u0159izp\u016fsobit skupin\u011b, v\u00e9st diskuze, reagovat na situace, kter\u00e9 n\u00e1m d\u00e1vaj\u00ed v\u00edc ne\u017e nutn\u011b probrat l\u00e1tku a nesouhlas\u00edm s neciltliv\u00fdm direktivn\u00edm a drilov\u00fdm p\u0159\u00edstupem&#8230;prost\u011b to fakt nelad\u00ed \ud83d\ude42<br>A tak pracuji s dotekem, intuic\u00ed, empati\u00ed&#8230; a na to nepot\u0159ebuju diplom, titul, seznam skv\u011bl\u00fdch zahrani\u010dn\u00edch \u0161kol&#8230;<br>U\u017e nejsem outsider&#8230;.jsem \u010dlov\u011bk se jm\u00e9nem Lada&#8230;.bo\u0159\u00edm, co mi br\u00e1n\u00ed se c\u00edtit dob\u0159e, nehled\u00e1m L\u00e1sku v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed mu\u017ee a v pochvale zven\u010d\u00ed, ale u\u010d\u00edm se b\u00fdt k sob\u011b laskav\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No, tak\u017ee , jak to je s t\u011bmi touhami a v\u011bd\u011bn\u00edm, co chci a za \u010d\u00edm si jdu&#8230;Hlava m\u00e1 p\u0159edstavu a taky p\u011bkn\u00fd bordel&#8230;srdce, ale v\u00ed&#8230;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tak\u017ee, z pohledu va\u0161eho srdce, jste ur\u010dit\u011b velmi spr\u00e1vn\u011b a dob\u0159e, tam kde jste&#8230;a m\u016f\u017eeme j\u00edt i d\u00e1l \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;z La d\u00edlny&#8230;N\u011bkdy si \u0159\u00edk\u00e1me, \u017ee TOHLE jsem p\u0159ece necht\u011bla(a), \u017ee takov\u00fdhle \u017eivot jsem si nep\u0159edstavovala, \u017ee p\u0159ece v\u00edm po \u010dem tou\u017e\u00edm, tak pro\u010d \u017eiju vlastn\u011b jinak?Jako obvykle p\u016fjdu s vlastn\u00ed k\u016f\u017e\u00ed na trh, proto\u017ee nejsem &#8222;chytr\u00e1 hor\u00e1kyn\u011b&#8220;, co to m\u00e1 na\u010dten\u00fd.V\u017edycky jsem cht\u011bla rodinu, proto\u017ee j\u00e1 ji nem\u011bla, v\u011b\u0159ila jsem, \u017ee ji udr\u017e\u00edm za [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2029,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2028","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-nezarazene"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2028","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2028"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2028\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2029"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2028"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2028"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ladadudova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2028"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}